HSG

My HSG was all clear. That is such a relief. I am waiting to talk to the doctor now. I am cramping a little.

It seems like besides Woody's morphology we are pretty much normal. That is a great feeling but also a little scary because what if we are one of those couples with unexplained infertility and we just never can get pregnant? I hate that I feel this way right now.

Nervous!!!

I wonder if I will be able to sleep tonight. Tomorrow is my HSG and while I can't wait to get answers, I am also terrified of them at the same time. I don't really know if that makes sense but it is how I feel. I am a little disappointed that Woody is not going with me tomorrow but he has an date with his beautiful daughter Josephina to webcam and we both don't want him to miss it. I am hoping the doctor will give me all the information on all of our tests tomorrow and for us to set up a treatment plan.

 I think Woody is going to be up for anything that I say is okay. I think he just wants me to make all the decisions when it comes to all this because whenever I have tried to talk about his SA, he just doesn't seem at all interested. He wants the baby just none of the details on how to get there. :)

Starting to get answers...

Woody got his SA back. They want to do another one. It looks like he has some issues with his swimmers but nothing too crazy. It still could be what is preventing us from getting pregnant or it still could all be me, I hope I will know more after Wednesday when I get my HSG and hopefully talk to the doctor.

I really hope we can get pregnant just with an IUI. I know I will pay whatever it takes to become a mom but I really hope IVF is not our only answer.

I wonder why it is that I am the only female in my family who seems to have fertility issues? It makes me so sad and I really don't have any one in real life who can relate. I am glad I have the internet to find people who are going through the same thing. *sigh*

Next step...

I know my last few posts were pretty downers about Woody and I. We have worked our way out of our problems and are back on our TTC journey. We have finally gone to a RE (Reproductive Endocrinologist). I have to have one more test before we get our answers on what we are going to try next. I hope the tests come out relatively OK. I don't want us to have to jump right into IVF but I will if I have to. I want to be pregnant and I want to be a mom. I wish it was easier than this. It is so depressing watching everyone I know get pregnant and here I am.... barren. I am going to try to keep up with this more for my own sanity as I go through hormones and whatever else the DR says I need to do to get a baby.