Woody and I have been trying to get pregnant since February 2011. I know it has only been 8 months but I am so depressed. I am beginning to be afraid it will never happen. This morning I decided to start a blog, after I saw my temperature drop. I just need some place to let this all out. I don't want everyone to know that we are trying. For those who do know we are trying, it is embarrassing. I feel like a failure when each month they ask if I am pregnant yet and I have to say nope.
If I could go back again I would never have told anyone. I was just so excited when we decided to start trying that I did not even think what it would be like if it didn't happen right away. I was just so sure it would. I mean my mom and grandmother both got pregnant within 3 months of trying. I guess they did start younger then me. I mean I am 29 and getting closer to 30.
I am not writing this for someone to read per say. I am just writing this for me and maybe someone who is also trying and frustrated, will find this and maybe get something from it.
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