CD 1

Ugh. My period started today while I was at work. I knew it was coming but it is still sad. I haven't even told Woody yet. I just don't have the heart. I know he takes it just as hard as I do each month we are not pregnant. I think I am going to spend the $350 and get that kit I was talking about today. I am willing to do anything at this point. I want to be a mother. I want to feel a baby growing in my womb. I want all of it. I don't care about any of the bad stuff about pregnancy and being a parent. I know it will be all for it.